Okay, i decided that i need to close this account down, ppl i know at skool smile at me and wave hi and then they write shit down about me- well you know what- im sick of it! I DIDN'T MAKE KRODA LOSE HIS BEST FRIEND!!!! THEY STILL TALK AND THEY'RE STILL FRIENDS!!! WTF!!! IM THE PROBLEM IS THIS GOD FORSAKEN WORLD~ but all that's about to change, i TRY to talk with kroda~ i know i was pissed off at the library, i don't want Ash to lose his friends because of me~ i cryd today so much~ bc of all that's going on, im probably gonna cry more when i get home bc all this is turning at me even at home~ cuz i can't run away from the HYPOCRITES!! I'm sa
Here in credit retrieval, F*k.. just thinking of what i did today..*sigh* listening to Adema does make u reflect on what u do. -_- im so tired of this, i am sick of life. gosh, y can't everything go the way we want? This is bull what i have to put up with...it's too late to make up any mistakes. daddy ur probably looking down at me and wanting to slap me hard in the face for what i've become. i know ur up there going "wat the f*k!" but i wouln't b talking..u were never there for me- even though u were the only person who ever did see my dark side and cared for me, listened to me, but when i was in the worst part of my life- when that horrible
Well...life trully does suck for me. I mean, i tell some one i know to deal with his problems, that he needs to do this on his own- what do i get? Rejection, anger and lots of pissed off moods. I have a lot to deal with in my life, my life is being torn apart at school because of this one problem-now i don't have my friends by my side, i talked to him, i tried cheering him up somehow and he just gave me the cold shoulder- plus he told my bf that i was going to hurt him. If your'e reading this u-know-who, watch your back. I'm not threatning you- im just saying if u keep this up- i will take matters into my own hands- and believe me..you don't